The Day

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Sincerely ucap terima kasih kepada kedua mama papa :')

Since the last post, i'd been longing to write again
But, a writer (*koff koff) without an idea and heart can't give out anything to others

Been through a lot since last post
Learnt lots of things
Experienced
Seen
Wawww,,,subhanallah
I never thought my life would be this fun \^_^/
Even the sorrow is greater than happiness, but i feel bless
MashaAllah

Verse 2 from Al-Ankaboot:

“Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, “We believe”, and not be tested?”

And i know that He'll always be by my side 

Giving me strength and hope :)

Aku juga tahu apa rasa mahu putus asa

Seolah olah hanya itu saja jalan yg tinggal

Seolah olah sudah tiada jalan keluar lain

Aku juga tahu apa rasa bila ditampar Tuhan

Saat aku mahu teruskan rasa itu

Pedih hingga buat aku rasa sungguh berdosa

Luka hati aku bila aku sedar aku tidak seharusnya punya rasa itu

Apa aku lupa aku ada Tuhan?

Tiada yg kekal di dunia, masalah juga tidak kekal

Istighfar menghapus dosa

Kerna itu pintu pertama

Bila sedar sudah jauh dari Tuhan

Cinta apakah ini yg sedang ditunjukkan?

Berpangkal tidak, kelihatan pun tidak

Cinta yg datang menyesakkan dada

Buat aku malu pada Tuhan

Kenapa aku taknak berpaut pada cinta Dia?

Aku malu bila aku sedar aku buat dosa

Tapi aku percaya Tuhan akan ampunkan aku

Kerna dia cinta aku dulu

Bukan layaknya aku biarkan cinta Dia

Tapi aku hamba lupa alpa ego sombong

Dia tak pernah tinggalkan aku

Cerita since last post tu, emm...banyakkkkkkkk sangat

Time rasa nak post sini, takdek wifi laa

Takdek idea cane nak cite laa

Takdek rasa nak cite laa

Macam2

Sebab aku taktahu macam mana nak express,,hoho

Tapi sumpah banyak pengajaran aku dapat..hehe

Yes, and its today..

So many feelings

Old. Left behind. Useless. Happy. Sad. Duhh. New strength. 

Lots of feelings

And got lots of unexpected birthday wish from unexpected person

Made my day

Smile unstop..till now..seriously..

Arigatou gozaimasu for the thought...really appreciate that..so muchh <3 <3 <3

Found this on Google,,hehe

Yeah, i was made in 1992

Born in 1993

Thank you so muchh Mama Papa love you both \^_^/

And i wish for myself that may this year will be different from my previous 21 years...

May Allah grant my wish..aamiin :)