Mr Right??

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum

Okay, here it goes.

Not a dedication.

Nor an appreciation.

Let say, way to say goodbye? muehehehe

*muntahhhhhh*

This whole post is especially for you

My ex-crush *koff koff

Actually I once decided to confess muahahahahahahaahah

So crayzehhhhhhhhhh

Yeah, decided to

But didn't happened coz I waited too long and that feeling stuff somehow faded *leulzz

This whole damn confession thingy got my nerve like urgghhhh

To intro,

I'm a type of person that perhaps I don't know what I should call myself but I always want to find the reason why behind everything I do

Like this whole thingy having crush was also the same

I asked myself why should I have crush on you

If it groundless and baseless so babai la

But, yeah it didn't work the same for you

So, that's mean that perhaps you have that something I found quite reliable for me to hold on to that 

Get me? ufufufu

Never have I ever dream of having crush on you

For the better me, I always avoided myself from this ****

Coz it disturbing!

And a big problem for me!

So, who is this guy?

Hahahah

Simply put, he has those parts of my list-of-the-things-I-want-my-future-husband-to-have lollllllll

With all those things I listed as a qualification muahahah, he fitted few but still hoho

However, he didn't fitted my most important qualification muahahahah

(Skehati je ihikihik)

Perhaps that's the reason why I've to let this go~

This is so childish hahahah!!!

I laughed at myself so much

The anticipated feeling of wanted to see you everyday, perhaps passing by you, wanted to be notified by you, wanted to have even short conversation with you, wanted to (yucks) have even a split second eye contact with you, or even 'liked' (tweet) by you 

Yeah, this was me back then.

Laugh as you want.

But I know you guys the same too when you have crush (es) perhaps

He is a bright guy, active, so down to earth but somehow he always get acknowledge without he realizing it.

Don't know much about him.

I reached the end of this post.

Special dedication for my bestie for listening me out whenever I talked about him to you.

Even supported me when I decided to confess haha lol.

And pray for me to let go of this thingy :)

Finally,

Dear My ex-crush,

It's a good thing to know you.

It's a good thing to be inspired by you.

Hope you have brighter future ahead, excel in everything you do, get rich haha, get married to a very decent lady, save the earth and all the good wishes that human races ever wish.

Thanks for all those beautiful memories.

Muahahaha.

P/s: Decided to share here anyway ufufufu

Appreciation Post~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Assalamualaikum,,,

Alhamdulillah sis dah selesai konvo like 6 days ago haha

Lepas habis konvo letihnya hanya Tuhan yang tahu

Buat apa je sampai letih camtu haha

Lenguh satu badan

Esoknya tu pon layuuuu je

Lusanya pon

Masak pon malas haha

Selain daripada kena siapkan proposal *koff koff*

Appreciation post

Takdela gaduh sangat nak buat sebab tengok orang lain buat

Tapi memang penghargaan tu kepada Allah dan kepada mereka mereka yang tidak terhingga

Mana ada kejayaan yang dicapai tu dengan usaha sendiri semata

No no

Paling tidak pasti berkat doa ibu bapa

Hey kita kan hamba, pertolongan dari Allah jangan lupa ya haa

Dah berjaya takabbur ni mintak jauh fuhh fuhh

So, firstly nak bomb dengan gambar can ah ufufufu

My family. Missing in the picture, Tsaqif, Husna and baby ohohoho

Hey, without these amazing human being, I wont't be able to graduate huhu.

Received lots lots tonnes of support from these lovelies. 

Still remember the day I decided to further in Biotechnology (mianhae Papa huhu)

The day they sent me to IIUM Kuantan

The day I talked and babbling on how hard this course was (lol haha)

The day I asked them to pray for me for every single examination and viva

The day I wasn't always at home because of the workloads and yet you guys come to see me sobs

The day I told Mama about my dreams after graduation

Yes, all those days

In kokoro :')

Here, I would like to say to my dearest baby brother, hey one day your day will come okay.

The day you're gonna hold your scroll like you did for mine.

I still remember you wanna hold it and was like "I wanna hold this"

Okay, hold it!

Let it be your spirit-burning to study well and excel!

I know you could!

Made with love from Mama, Papa and Kakak

Kisahnya, aku tak malu pegi update status WS nak bunga matahari dan coklat hahahahah

And alhamdulillah dapat biarla cair pon coklat tu haha 

Memula mama and kakak da beli, lepas tu papa tambah lagi haha

Kata Liza, korang ada same vibe la huhuu

Terharu teroksss T_T

My Parents. My Life. My heartbeats. 

Sebab rasa gambar dengan Kakak lawa XD

Kakak pon selalu jadi mangsa tempat aku membebel hoho

Ingat lagi waktu aku kata tak sedia nak balik asrama utk hadap 4th year, padahal da sampai Kuantan waktu tu

Kakak belanja Secret Recipe ohoho

Lepas tu baru cam ala ala lega sket

Sebab rasa dia salur kekuatan dia melalui tu ufufufu

Tenkiu Kakak :')

Punya la gigih nak amek gambar studio, and sebab Papa Mama da taklarat nak balik awal, punya rush habis je majlis lari pegi tempat yg kakak cakap.

First customer yo! hohohoh

Alhamdulillah even tak full house. 

 Hari tu touching cakap kat Kakak, Ingatkan aku jadi anak tunggal da nanti konvo korang adik beradik takleh mai hahah...tengok2 ada la kakak and adik mai mihmihmih

Over betul sis badan senget camni. Orang tu suruh kayy. Rasa hmmm pulak

Cinta hati yang lain pon datang memeriahkan lagi 

With Azye - budak yg selalu happy Like I don't Give a Damn hahhaha

Roomate waktu CFS dongsaeng yg supportive and cool

With Syifa' Hatta

Naimahhh

Chacha!!!

Buat surprise ramai ramai hoho...tu teddy bear (named as Bobo sempena orang tu muahahaha) and sunflowers!!! (Tapi sayang da layu sobsss,,,tengah keringkan nanti buat penanda buku mihmih)

With Bobo - sweet baby muehehe

And this! My maked-up version of face thanks to Ina Ramli who did an amazing job.  

She did 'em like 5-10 minutes tops!

While I'm wearing my robe in hurry cause I'm already tooooo late hahahahah

Pulak tu, sesat taktahu entrance

Mintak tolong Ina hantarkan

Dengan mortar board ada pada Liza. Gelabah biawak jugak la

Dengan taktahu muka keadaannya macam mana

Waktu beratur nak amek scroll tu, ada cermin besar sebelum masuk utk last touch up

I nearly shouted sebab takkenal rupa sendiri haha

Padahal Ina buat simple je

Tapi sebab takpernah nampak rupa make-up diri sendiri macam mana hoho

Thanks INA!!!

You just saved my pics on my convo day hoho

Ni haa baru prasan takde gambar dengan Ina. Musykil ni takde. Rasa ada amek gambar dengan dia huhu,,
Sedih gambar tukang make-up takde hukhuk

Sol and Bai - parts of SAMIDU

Kakak kata Jom bergambar dengan ex-Al Amin Kemaman hoho

Mommy Afif hoho,,tengss for the flowers Afif (muka before mekap lol hahah)

And gambar dengan soulmates takde sedihhhh huaaaaa

Ada dengan Salma je.

Terharu Salma gigih cari huaaaaa. Tenkiu. Ni laa antara yg dapat Rector's list ufufuf, congrats dear. And yg banyak layan aku punya perangai buruk. Rasa dia lagi kakak dari aku hahah

Inani and Sarah

Liza and Salma

Nad, Inani, Salma and their roomates 6 months preggy Hasanah heheh

Alhamdulillah ada seketul dengan Haza hoho

And these awesome fellas of 131iotechies

Macam sama je kan semua hahaha tak tak tengok face expression lelain tu ohohoho

The very last I guess uhuk sobss

Hey amazing fellas, Thank you for brighten my life up

This, this is all memories to be kept deep inside heart

Thanks for being part of my life and let me be in yours too :')

So, that's a wrap.

Alhamdulillah, thumma alhamdulillah

Kepada Allah semua kebahagiaan ini

Moga Allah berkati anugerah ini

Moga Allah beri kekuatan untuk teruskan Master (inshaAllah)~

My dreams?

I've lots.

This is just a beginning. :)

P/s: Ohh and I would like to make a dedication for my ex-crush? hahahah...but hmm lemme think back if I should muahahahah

Yah! Oh Hey There!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum

Yah of course been 4 months since last I posted 'things' here udududu

Less read less things happened (actually yesss there were few things happened lol just been too lazy to update no motivation and all stuff lulzzz)

Hey finally the day to Convocation just a week to go
Huahaha
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal

Currently?
A fan of BTS (haha lol jangan kecam)
A Research Assistant (just started)
Struggling to survive day to day
Trying to become a better useful kind of person
Managing life

So-so saja

Lots of tings happened during my incubation (lol) time
I decided my life to become this way

I decided to become a fan of BTS after listening to song "So Far Away" and decided to joined the fandom (no no I'm not encouraging you but if you wanna listen to the song go ahead at your own risk perhaps BTS will earn new fan hahahah)

The day I had forgotten about my dream, I came across this song
Yeah yeah I know all those this is K-Pop song girl like 'you' should not listening to this genre but yeah don't mind my life mind yours

The thing is that,
Right after I listened to the song, somehow I kinda feel this alive feeling that hey Lyana what's your dream. You had few right? Where are they all gone? Do you still have them?

Before that, my Mama told me "Bukan ke hari tu bagitau mama nak jadi RA and lepas tu sambung master?"
Oh mama!! Yeah you're right. I forgot about what I told you the other day.
Thank you T_T

Then I started to search for master study.
But the topic and the fees stalled me.

Then after I listened to this song, I kinda telling myself, why don't you try. It's your dream after all. Give it a shot.

Then, went for IV with Liza all the way to UPM with the help of Syaz then got accepted Alhamdulillah :)

Even at the 1st place, Papa kinda disagreeing with me. But me being headstrong haha "I wanna do this" I decided what I wanna do with my life and take the risk. Please just bless me.

I even grew few pimples on my forehead (I mean the obvious one though) just because I was so stresses out how I'm gonna tell him I got accepted! hahaha
He worried bout the fees and my life expenses actually. Ya, me too Papa.
Then I told him I'll got pay. He said OK!
Hihihih Alhamdulillah :)

A week before my parents send me off to UPM, they showed this emotional moment hoho yeah I know they're sad. Their daughter is gonna be far away from them.
Don't worry Ma & Pa, Allah protects me well :)

And now here I am!
May Allah bless my journey
May Allah always torch me the way hoyeahh

And life here?
Stayed in rented room with Liza with RM127/month with other 11 renters
Cook everyday to keep on low budget
Liza drive JBT a.k.a. Jebat to UPM
Shared mostly everything
Living economically
Still surviving
Still learning
Still working on project proposal haha
Yeah and still a fan of BTS hahahahahaahahah

Yummy head Cooky. A cookies but hate milk. Make me wanna dunk him more in milk hahah. Copyrighted gifs from BT21

P/s: Don't ask me when I'm going to get married. When the time come, it'll come. Don't push it haha.