Tuesday, July 19, 2016

IIUM Confession

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum

Entah apa mood rajin pi baca IIUM Confession haha
Rajin pulak scroll ke bawah
Sanggup bukak Continue Reading which known of course panjang luahannya

Entah
Tak tahu kenapa
Haha
Mostly sebab bosan lepas tu curiosity nak baca lagi dan lagi dan lagi
Muahahaha

Tapi pengajaran dapat tu hmmm,,

1. Bersyukur dengan kehidupan sendiri


Tersangatlahh bersyukur dengan kehidupan sendiri sebab kesah luahan sangat macam drama tapi happened in real life!
Dan melihat ketabahan peluah subhanallah,,amaze sangat!
Semoga Allah mengurniakan pahala buat kalian T_T

Dulu aku rasa hidup aku sedih apa semua, tapi rupanya ada orang lagi sedeh

Kalau aku pernah dulu rasa tak suka dengan keluarga sendiri (maaf mama papa huuu dulu je ni tau), sekarang aku lebih sayang sayang sangat dengan dorang semua T_T
Siapa kan yang sanggup hidup besarkan Lyana yg banyak kerenah songeh ni kalau bukan korang ehehe

2. Kekayaan tak menjanjikan kebahagiaan


Post post yg aku baca ada tentang datang dari family berada, atuk nenek kaya
Tapi benda tu semua tak menjanjikan bahagia pon
Malah kalau diingatkan semula, kekayaan pon ujian juga

Part ni sentap la sebab siapa taknak kaya hidup senang en.
Tapi tu la balik kepada point first tadi, bersyukur!

Tapi tak kata kena hidup susah baru tahu bahagia
Kadang yang sederhana itu sudah mencukupi kan :)
Well, as long as tak lupa Allah dan menjalankan tanggungjawab amanah Allah beri hehe

Manusia selalu meminta lebih, padahal Allah lebih tahu mana baik buruk untuk hambaNya
Justeru aku belajar untuk memaknakan apa yang Allah beri dan cuba improvise diri

3. Lebih menghargai


Kadang tak perlu mengalami untuk tahu sesuatu tu kan
Baca kisah orang, amek pengajaran jadikan teladan mana baik

Aku belajar untuk lebih menghargai parents, adik beradik kawan, ilmu, masyarakat
Menghargai peluang dan kesempatan sementara ada

Belajar buat keputusan
Tahu risiko, tahu solusi
Pinjam semangat
Belajar ilmu baru


Ni sedikit je lah pengajaran dapat, mungkin ada lagi tapi tak reti nak luah haha
Menghargai dan terus bersyukur
Tingkatkan kualiti diri
Hamba yang tak tahu apa
Mengharap yg terbaik dari Tuhan yg sentiasa mendengar doa hambaNya :)

Bukannya nak kata hidup aku takde masalah
Ade,,sentiasa ada
Tapi setakat ni masalah boleh handle lagila ehe inshaAllah Alhamdulillah
Dan takde la sesukar yang dialami peluah
Masih hidup lagi aku ni hehe

And most of all, 
Kan Allah kata Dia takkan bebankan hambaNya dengan sesuatu yang hambaNya tak sanggup hadapi :)

Dan,,

Apakah manusia mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan mengatakan: Kami telah beriman, sedang mereka belum diuji?" (QS Al-Ankabut:2-3)

Allah, aku bersyukur dengan hidup aku :)
Terima kasih Cinta :')


Monday, July 11, 2016

Well, call me weird!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum,,

Currently watching Sungha Jung playing with his guitar
The beautiful sound he made with his fingers 
Woww,,amazed me everytimes 
Goshh

People say girls normally fall for the face
But, nah!
I'm not that so-called 'normal' girl
Instead fall with his face or him himself, i want for myself to be able to play the guitar as beautiful as his
Well yeah that's me

I don't know is this a madness or what
I'm not a materialistic
I don't know what it should be called

Yeah, I want his talent!

Not just him, but when I see people with beautiful talent, I'll be wow! I want your talent instead of you!

Like I watched soccer player, no matter how good looking you are, I don't fall for you, but your talent and skill playing soccer and I want to have them hahahhahahaha

If I saw rich guys, I know he has lots of money
But not fall for this guy
But instead I wanna know how he get lots of money and want them for myself!
But not in a way that I have to marry that guy! haha

Sometimes even weirder if I saw a tall person, I want to be that high. But I don't want that guy. I just want his heigh. Hahahaha
I feel weirder hoho *sigh*

I fell soooooooooooooo weird huaaaaaaa
My God, tell me I'm not huuu

But, there're also some secluded cases haha when I know I can't have that 'talent' of that person. 
Knowing my place *sigh*

I also do believe that Allah created us with our own talent what I call 'gifted'.
Yeah!

But to have lots of talent also a privilege right? hehe

It was the same also when I saw someone that nice and love to help others without hesitation, I envy them soooo damn damn much that I wish I was like that too
Gosh Lyana!
But, because I have lotss lotss of doubt and shyness, it was somehow stopped and hmmmm #regrets

Sometimes, if I saw how great a guy is, I would be like Wow! I wish my brothers are like that too. Will he be like that?
In my dream *sigh*

I'm not sure what this feeling is. But when I look at you, most likely all I want is your 'talent' hahaha
Unless I know I can't have it haha well who knows hahahahaha

Maybe I'm still searching for mine. 
:)

Or not even realized mine.
:)

Wait, or maybe I was jealous? 0_o